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i'm in a crappy mood right now. i'm sitting here listening to music that doesn't help, it just brings me down even more. i'm writing my paper for theatre and i can't think. Not at all. my head is spinning and i wish that i could just go to bed. but i can't go to bed till i write this paper. and i can't finish this paper til my head stops spinning. man...

i was thinking today... i know... normally i don't do alot of that, but today was an exception. i was thinking about what my life will look like in the future. i know, that is pretty dumb but i was. i kept picturing things that i didn't want. so i don't know what i want now. i can't believe that my imagination can be so vivid. sometimes i just want to shut it off and to not think about anything at all. but i can't. and i probably never be able to.

looks like courtney and i are moving. amanda finally agreed to switch so, now, we are going to be moving in with emily. i think that emily will be so much happier now. and so will vern and amanda.

thanksgiving is coming up, and i don't know what i'm going to do yet. i know one thing, and that is i'm not going with my parents to knoxville. i decided against it. so, i'll probably just spend it alone...

i have had a couple of invites... but, i don't want to impose on anyones family meal. i mean seriously. but then again... i don't want to be alone... i hate being alone...

have you ever felt so strongly about something... but you don't know what to do about it? it is always on your mind and every where you look, you can't get away from it. i think my paper would be going so much better if i could think about something else. but, i want to do something about it. but i can't. there isn't anything I can do. nothing. i have to just sit here and think about it. my head is killing me, and i want to go to sleep.
but oh well, i guess i should stop procrastinating....

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(Anonymous)
Dec. 2nd, 2002 04:32 pm (UTC)
Never knew I could feel like this.
Like I've never seen the sky before.
What to find inside your kiss.
Every day I love you more and more.
Listen to my heart can you hear it sing.
telling me to give you everything.
Seasons may change winter to spring.
But I love you until the end of time.
Come what may Come what may.
I will love you until my dying day..........

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
suddenly moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revovals around you
And there is no mountain to high
No river to wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may colide.
but i love you.....
I love ....
until the end.....
until the end of time
Come what may........
Come what may........
I will love you
until my dying day
Oh come what may
Come what may........
I will love you...I will love you
suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Come what may........
Come what may........
I will love you
Until my dying Day!

From Some one who loves you,
JAB
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