gee don't you just hate it when you are in a room talking to someone and you get this distinct feeling that you are being talked about behind your back? well yeah, lets just say i am not exactly happy about that one right there. hmm...things to do today. talk to my choir dir. about going to russia...get my parking permit for my car...write a paper...go to class...go to lab...take a nap...and then i think i'm done. even if i'm not, oh well. right now i really miss my joshie though. if only he could drive...or if i could drive...or if sometype of bus like thing could pick us up and take us somewhere...right... i'm a crack addict don't mind me. i don't vent a lot but i'm going to now. my theatre teacher really just makes me want to hit myself repeatly, in the head...with a stapler. she gives us this assignment at the very end of class and its a really hard assignment ok? we have to find a video of someone making a speech about something that we dissagree with. then, we have to study the video, and become that person, in one day. i don't know about you...but developing a character normally takes me a bit longer than a day. not only that, but then you have to put into account that i have to FIND this video somewhere. that cuts my day right in half. then you add all my classes and labs and work and homework for other classes in... which leaves me? 2 hrs?!?!?!?! what the heck!