November 25th, 2002

sledding

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1. What is your full name? Jessica Ann Logan
2. Backstreet Boys or Nsync? uh... Greenday?
3. Pepsi or Coke? Dr. Pepper
4. What color pants do you have on right now? pants? i never wear pants...
5. What are you listening to right now? brak

6. What is right next to you now? uh... air? uh... boxen?
7. What is your desk made of? wood
9. What are the last 4 digits of your phone #? well, that depends...
10. What was the last thing you ate? teddy grahams
11. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? neon clear
12. Where do you want to go on your honeymoon? i'll end up alone...
13. Have a lava lamp? no
14. Who do you Love with all your heart? God
15. Do you like snow, sun, or rain? sun in summer,snow in winter, and rain everynow in then
16. How is the weather right now? sunny but cold
17. Have you smoked pot? actually... no
18. What did you do last night? rped
19. Who's the last person you talked to on the phone? mother
20. What is the nicest thing you find in the opposite sex? sometimes... they can make you feel really good about yourself... sometimes...

21. Who do you like? i plead the fifth
22. Favorite number? 27

24. How do you eat an Oreo? stick it in my mouth and chew.
25. What makes you happy? laughing...
26. Favorite sport? i guess... tennis
27. Favorite Song: right now? hmm... probably, please forgive me by brian adams
28. Favorite band: greenday... but goo goodolls are really close
29. DOB: 06-03-84
30. Eye color? some say blue, some say green, i like to call it... uh... crap... what was the question again?
31. Height? about 5'9"
32. Do you wear contacts? no
33. Do you have any siblings? two, older brother and younger sister

35. Who is your best friend? BRYON!!!!!
37. Best advice given to you? reach for the moon, and even if you fall short... you'll land among the stars
38. What do you want to be when you grow up? in musical theatre, maybe teach
39. What is your favorite food? i... i ... don't know... that's sad... isn't it?
40. What are your future goals? find someone to truly care for, spend the rest of my life with them, and die happy
43. Who is the funniest person you know? Joshua

44. Favorite movie? Brave Heart
47. Favorite girls perfume? unruly
48. Favorite men cologne? heck, i'm happy if they manage deodorant...
49. Do you like to dance? only on stage
50. Are you too shy to ask someone out? most definately... only on rare occasions...
51. Favorite brand name? Whatevais Onthefloor (limted stock... very expensive)
52. If you could change your name, what would it be? Armstrong, Sandler, Biggerstaff,... oh wait... you meant first names?... crap
53. worst sickness you've ever had? my brain disconbobulated the other day... does that count?
54. Have you ever been in love? only once
55. What is your 1st son's name going to be? i'm not sure... i don't know if i'll even find someone who will marry me... let alone have kids with me...
56. Daughters name? see #55
57. Do you like scary movies or happy? it depends on wether the light is on...
58. Night or day? definately not night... unless there is light...
59. Favorite CD: one i made myself... i call it... BRYON!!!!!
60. Fall or spring? uh... aren't they the same?
62. Summer or winter? winter
63. Lust or love? love... but it hurts so bad sometimes
64. Hugs or kisses? both

65. Do you consider cheerleading a sport? it depends on wether or not they compete
67. What did you think of this survey? it keeps skipping numbers...
68. Do you want your friends to write back? hey, i'm proud if the manage to read this far... if the write back... WOW
70. Who is most likely to respond? one of my good friends...?
72. Shoe size? 11 in womens... 9 in mens...
73. Do you care bout how you look? not at all... and sometimes... its really scary...
74. Do you get a tan only in the summer? TAN?!?!?! HA HA HA HA ha he heh... whew... that was a funny one...
75. Do you have big ears? ears? i have ears?!?! WHERE?!!?!? (looks to both sides very quickly hoping to catch sight of them...)
76. Do you have a crush? i plead the fifth (again)
77. Do you like advice? it depends on who is giving it to me, and what their intentions are
78. Class clown? yeppers...
79. Daydreamer? yea
80. When's the last time you cried? last night
82. Cut your hair? uh... do i cut my hair? hmm... you wouldn't be able to tell...
83. Worn a skirt? uh... my last theatre presentations... maybe two weeks?
84. Were mean? me??!?!! ... never
  • Current Music
    brak - i love you baby
sledding

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i'm in a crappy mood right now. i'm sitting here listening to music that doesn't help, it just brings me down even more. i'm writing my paper for theatre and i can't think. Not at all. my head is spinning and i wish that i could just go to bed. but i can't go to bed till i write this paper. and i can't finish this paper til my head stops spinning. man...

i was thinking today... i know... normally i don't do alot of that, but today was an exception. i was thinking about what my life will look like in the future. i know, that is pretty dumb but i was. i kept picturing things that i didn't want. so i don't know what i want now. i can't believe that my imagination can be so vivid. sometimes i just want to shut it off and to not think about anything at all. but i can't. and i probably never be able to.

looks like courtney and i are moving. amanda finally agreed to switch so, now, we are going to be moving in with emily. i think that emily will be so much happier now. and so will vern and amanda.

thanksgiving is coming up, and i don't know what i'm going to do yet. i know one thing, and that is i'm not going with my parents to knoxville. i decided against it. so, i'll probably just spend it alone...

i have had a couple of invites... but, i don't want to impose on anyones family meal. i mean seriously. but then again... i don't want to be alone... i hate being alone...

have you ever felt so strongly about something... but you don't know what to do about it? it is always on your mind and every where you look, you can't get away from it. i think my paper would be going so much better if i could think about something else. but, i want to do something about it. but i can't. there isn't anything I can do. nothing. i have to just sit here and think about it. my head is killing me, and i want to go to sleep.
but oh well, i guess i should stop procrastinating....
  • Current Music
    come what may from moulin rouge
sledding

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It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss
It's getting better baby
No one can better this
i'm trying to hold on
You are the one
First time our eyes met
This feeling I get
Only feels much stronger
I wanna love you longer
Do you still turn the fire on?

So if you're feeling lonely, don't
You're the only one I'll ever want
I only want to make it go
So what if I love you a little more than I should ...

Please forgive me, I know not what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do
Please believe me (Oh believe it), every word I say is true
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you

Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch
Still getting closer baby
Can't get close enough
Still trying to hold on
You're still my number one
I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all the moves
I remember you yeah
I remember the nights, you know I still do

So if you're feeling lonely, don't
You're the only one I'll ever want
I only want to make it go
So what if I love you a little more than I should ...

Please forgive me, I know not what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do
Please believe me (Oh believe it), every word I say is true
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you


There's nothing I'm sure of
but I need your love
You're the one thing I depend on
I have to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm praying
That's why I'm saying

Please forgive me, I know not what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do
Babe believe it, every word I say is true
Please forgive me, if I can't stop loving you
No, believe, I don't know what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you

I can't stop ... loving you ...

(i edited this... so its not the orginal... but its mostly the same... i just changed some little things)
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