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there are times in life, when you feel utterly and completely alone. i know... i've felt them loads of times before. but tonight, right now, was different. most of the times i've felt alone, i was scared, sad, depressed... you know... all of the things... tonight, i am completely alone. and yet, i'm not feeling anything like that. i felt like someone, somewhere was actually thinking about me, and actually cared whether or not the would ever hear from me again. i know that some of you will say, well we always think of you like that! and i know... but i mean... the deeper caring if you catch my drift. i'm not very good at explaining myself most of the time... and this is the first time i've updated my feelings like this in a long time. *ponders* but then again... maybe i'm just making all this crap up and its just the meds im on screwing with my head... yeah... i bet that's it...

maimi is just around the corner... and i can't wait. i got my band music in the mail today and i haven't looked it over yet. but i think its going to be fun.

on a completely different note: recently, josh has been calling me alot and coming to see me alot. not quite sure what to think of this new development.

well its getting late even for me... so i'll say adeu and hope for the best today.

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mrquasibob
Jul. 12th, 2003 09:28 am (UTC)
I was actually thinking about you last night! :-)
nada_123
Jul. 12th, 2003 08:00 pm (UTC)
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WOW! seriously?!?!? that's soooo wierd!!! *ponders*
mrquasibob
Jul. 13th, 2003 05:54 pm (UTC)
oh yeah and thanks for helping last night and getting the mind flowing with some good advice!!!! YOU ROCK!!!! Dont EVER think any different!! Or I'll AIM Techno you!
nada_123
Jul. 16th, 2003 11:41 pm (UTC)
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*beams* thanks!!!!! i miss you muchos!!!!! and you should aim techno to me anyways... its cool!!!!
water14elf
Jul. 13th, 2003 06:06 pm (UTC)
Please remember that everybody sometimes needs some one to just be there and pick them up when they fall. Some times the happiness of ones self is most important.
nada_123
Jul. 16th, 2003 11:39 pm (UTC)
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*nods* you are right... thankees
water14elf
Jul. 17th, 2003 10:28 am (UTC)
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no problem.
thedeviant
Jul. 13th, 2003 08:48 pm (UTC)
Jessi rox my sox *egrins*
nada_123
Jul. 16th, 2003 11:37 pm (UTC)
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mark rox my sox until next tuesday though. so there.
thedeviant
Jul. 18th, 2003 12:16 pm (UTC)
ooer. Tuesday is pretty far away
nada_123
Jul. 18th, 2003 07:37 pm (UTC)
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*nods* that's the point! *hops around*
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