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Jul. 18th, 2003

My breath smells of a thousand fags
And when I'm drunk I dance like me Dad
I've started to dress a bit like him

Early morning when I wake up
I look like Kiss but without the make up
And that's a good line to take it to
The bridge

And you know and you know
Cos my life's a mess
And I'm trying to grow so before
I'm old I'll confess
You think that I'm strong you're wrong
You're wrong
I'll sing my song my song my song

My head's full of takeaways and fantasies
Of brighter days
And I think its getting out of control
And is this real cos I feel fake
Oprah Winfrey Ricki Lake
Teach me things I don't need to know

And you know and you know
Cos my life's a mess
And it's starting to show so before
I'm old I'll confess
You think that I'm strong you're wrong
You're wrong
I'll sing my song my song my song

If I did it all again I'd be a nun
The rain was never cold when I was young
I'm still young we're still young
Life's too short to be afraid
Step inside the sun

And you know and you know
Cos my life's a mess
And I'm trying to grow

You think that I'm strong you're wrong
You're wrong
I'll sing my song my song my song

Life's too short to be afraid
So take a pill to numb the pain
You don't have to take the blame
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Dustin called me today. yeas, dustin. *ponders* we talked for a bit... and if you need to know more... then you'll have to ask me in person. i can't talk about it on the net. its ... well. hard. i just don't understand what's going on anymore. *sighs* ... i wish i was strong. but i don't know that i can be...

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water14elf
Jul. 18th, 2003 10:17 pm (UTC)
You are a lot stronger than you have ever given yourself credit for. Open your eyes, why cant you see what I see. Ryan sees it in you. Why cant you see it in your self.
weekendalkie
Jul. 19th, 2003 11:16 am (UTC)
jess, you are strong!! you can withstand the evil of boys, i know you can! just remember what we talked about that one night on vacation, when we sat out on the deck and talked and talked and talked. everyone has their weak moments when it comes to the opposite sex, but just keep in mind everything that happened with dustin. he's a nice kid, but you can do better. you deserve better! much better!! if you need to talk, you know my number! i'm always here for ya hun! i love ya!!

kim
nada_123
Jul. 19th, 2003 02:18 pm (UTC)
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*hugs you tightly* thank you much kimho!!!!! i'll call you soon, i promise
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